Monday, October 29, 2007
i cant sleep and i cant speak to you
Fill these spaces up with days
in my room you can go you can stay
I can't sleepI can't speak to you
I can't sleep
Now these years locked on my drawer
I'll open to see just to be sureI can't sleepI can't speak to you
I can't sleepAnd so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view
And watching through my own light
As it tints the shade of you
Hold my wine hold it inNobody's lost but nobody wins
And I can't sleepI can't speak to you
I can't sleepAnd so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view
And watching through my own light
As it tints the shade of you
I cant sleep,I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to you
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
when did your heart go missing
i'm still at my home sweet home.i'm going back to KL tommorow.I'm sad.Seriously.I'm going back to my boring life.Only work work and work keep me happy.Ermm I have nothing to do now. Inviting people to chat at my gmail.No one online.BORING.*c rejected my request.Me sad.*sigh!
I'm 24 this year. There is something in life that I want more and more. Sometimes life can be really confusing and frustrating. Well that is LIFE.I'm browsing friendster.Viewing people that I closed with.Allah knows what the best for His umat.I kindda thankful and alhamdullilah for what faith has put me.Thanks for ensure our past relationship didnt work out cause seriously when i'm looking back those cried and get frusfreted stuff *gee not worth at all.*Funny!I can sit back now and laugh those stupid old days.*whirl
Go back to KL means another diet till kurus programme, another hoping I fall in love again, another I think I like him but he just treat me like his another guy friend and another happy or sad ending story.
Tho life being cruel or being super nice to me. I wont give up.I will wake up and fight more and more.You know, you have to be more than just cute face to break my heart. I'm leo.Born to fight and I will fight till I satisfy.
To all my friends..Hope to see you in KL.Miss you all the most. Naddy just cant live without my babes and my familia.*friends for thrills and chills.Adios.Muah
Friday, October 12, 2007
tidak bukan aku
i'm listening to letto-ruang rindu while updating this blog.It's been a while yeah it's been a while. I'm back in astar.My home sweet home. The main point balik this time is for raya celebration. But honestly i dont feel like raya anymore. I just wanna be back home.Go back to the safest place that I can think of.
I'm trying to be strong as before.I'm trying to forget him like I forget the others. I'm trying to ensure my private life remain private. Deep inside i feel so empty and lost. I know everythin happend for a reason, Allah knows what is the best for me. I'm getting myself closer and closer to Allah. I just need a peaceful life.Another strength to move on.
I did a mistake and I do regret for what I did. I was too much.But I'm tired of crying and keep crying.He promise we wont argue anymore and seriously we did and keep arguing more and more. So this is it, after 7 months of sacrifice each other time.7months drive each other insane, get jeleous of stupid little things, and ensure our so called relationship doesnt turn out to be another office gossip.Finally we END.
I just want to completely forget you. I want you to be far far away from my life.You sucha wonderful guy and I know its all my fault. I just couldnt bare to get hurt more and more. I've been surrounding with sucha great people around me. They keep me smile here. Dont worry .I can take care of myself now.You dont hafta worry like you always did.Neway, I never regret those moment that we had bcoz it was fun and crazy.Guess, I just wrapped it as another best thing that happend in my life.
p/s falling in love again like never been hurt before :)
