Friday, March 30, 2007
when love is so imposibble
its been a while since last time i blog.i dont even know what should i write in this entry.is anythin that i hold so long that i wanna spill that off?erm maybe..
my life is being so fully occupied now.with work and stuff ,with meeting up friends during weekend plus all the social gathering that i dont proud of.love life going over the edge.sometimes i have no feeling to loved and to be loved.tho this heartless feeling still keep me on straight path.me no si lesbian *hehe
his older than me..a guy with style i can say..but in the end.he is another guy who make me look like i'm a guy in a relationship.another not mature who need attention all the time and drive my life crazy!
i bet there's nothing wrong with him being too seeking for attention.Perhaps maybe b'coz my heart belong to someone else.i dunno if someone else like me.i also dont haf any idea why sometimes someone else act like he likes me and sometimes he acts like i dont deserve him.people telling me someone else "hot stuff" lately among the gurls.i'm just a normal gurl who does not has any guts to do anythin to someone else.Am i strong enough to see someone else with another gurl?Honestly I'm not.
If love just jeopardised my friendship with some else..maybe i should keep love a distance.all of this happend when love is so impossible and i just dont want to hurt anymore.
