Wednesday, June 28, 2006
*shimmer*
Maybe i'm one of the Malaysian who doubted bout Readers Digest survey.Maybe the survey was right or it cud be a speculation behind da survey. As for me,pronounced KL the 3rd rudest city in the world was unfair.I dun think we, Malaysian that rude. But hey, take it at da positive way.Maybe Malaysian need to improve somethin here and to Malaysian men..try to be more gentlemen plz.I didnt mean Malaysian men not gentlemen enuff besides, Malaysian men good at satisfyin their partner.Malaysian women are the most sexually satisfied in the region.*wow!*wow!
somehow i wonder, wut is the purpose of all survey.arent they haf things to do apart conductin survey. well, certain survey do create a conflict.as for me, i juz conducted survey for myself.how many missed call per day i get,how many hours i can stand on fon call, how many km i can run per day.*haha!but wut da point of all dis? i dun haf any luxury result to announce.i do it for satisfaction.yeah self satisfaction.
a day left.i'm off to my hiding place.i'm gonna miss everythin that i went through for the past of 8 months.i ate a lot like i'm never coming back. i update the blog like this blog gonna be deleted forever. i yming wit usual people on the net like we never gonna meet again. i onda fon everynite till my head crammped like there's no telephone coverage there.somehow there's a feeling that i want it still to remain inside. but there's also a memory that i want to delete forever. tho you haf new fren and you left me for your new fren. we always gonna be fren forever. i said to you before and i'm gonna say dat to you again. fren 4 eva! how's dat?*deal?
Monday, June 26, 2006
hari makan byk sedunia!
i declared 26.6.2006 as hari makan byk sedunia.i ate a lot today.oh oh bkn i je.even chai and surya.(pinjam name jap k..at least i'm not da 1 yg mkn byk 2dy).hehe!dis morning i went to here and there.few stuff need to be settled.done wit dat part.counting days.3 days left!sedeh?yeap.v v sedeh.then i mopped da haus+do da laundry.suddenly terajin konon nk burn out my calories laa.hehe.my stomach making a trumbling sound.then bukak peti ais.ginger cookies! i took 1..then ermm 2 laa..oh oh 3 laaa..this continues on and on even rite now i'm typing dis entry pun tgh mkn yum yum ginger cookies!sedaaaaaaaap sgt!and i'm addicted to it!oh oh brb i'm off for another ginger cookies!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
shooooppin time!
holla everyone!i juz came back from ermm shud i say another shoopin spree.MNG sales like crazy sales.i bought nothin as i'm so gemuk now.actually i bought somethin..office attire only la.lotsa stuff i wanna buy.need to starve myself to death.wait till august then i'm sure gonna grab all dat stuff dat i wan so badly.i wan dat black kimono zara top(serious lamer gileeee i aim since ermm february i guess)+topshop shockin orange wrapped around dress+topshop retro shirt+accessories and more more accesories!shoooppin can be a perfecto therapy plus it also can drive me crazy!i want..seriously i want!
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
when inside my head speaks!
Portugal leading the match, still got another half to finish but my eyes barely open. At 3am another match. Argentina and Holland. We'll see whose miss call make me wake up..or I might sleep till morning. Told ya before, I tido mati *hehe.
My life lately full of football tho I'm not da typo who really into dis game..but I watched few matches. Da team dat I'm rooting for dis year world cup je laa. Besides being sucha hazy dreamy-memory person .Sometimes I'm blank, mostly I'm blur and suddenly in the middle of conversation I'm lost! And that's the recent naddy. Dis morning I need to make a v v important decision. And suddenly I got and idea.y not I juz let fate make a decision. I dun hafta cranckin my mind find da solution plus wut an xciting seeing everythin around us as a clues. In the end, da problem settle *yay!
I see my life in different vision. Nothing to expect. Rather keep everythin *syhhh! and I handle life wit a style *ahakzz. Gosh I do miss those xciting moments. I miss bunch of people that I love. Well I bet u noe who I meant, so no need to list da names. And yes yes I miss you too. You! the one who reading this.
They said I've been actin cold. Well, a bit heartless I can say. The bomb-proof case wud be dat cute fella who they claim v v cool. Rekindled new romance seems *duuuh boring!
New scandalous seem ermm lame.dun blame me, I find guy kindda annoy me erm like crazy. Gee! You need more that cute face to tackle me and I'm not talking bout ka-ching here! Coz your money dun really turn me on. Over-protecting my heart wud be da biggest mistakes. And giving it again to the wrong person, *auchhh it's painful!
I've never felt lost in life like dis. Never xpect dat I didn't lookin forward wut future gonna promise me. And I've never tot dat I finally see true color of certain people. There was a time when tones of stuff need to b settle and givin continous support to someone dat need a support at da same time.Tired? Yes, was v v tired dat time.It juz i didnt say it, tot was helpin someone in need. In the end, that was another mistakes that i made in life!regret? i choose not!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
da toughest jobs interview
that was da toughest job interview eva!been squeezin all da knowledge dat i noe inside my brain for 2 position. at 1st they sent me for test engineer interview.i gone like *oh oh* ==blurry!see lotsa ohm,V,Rin, symbols.ok.wut do u xpect a software engineering student to answer those kindda quest.but i try my best.time tue, flash back all da physics i learnt!done wit da ques.so time for the interview.*bla..bla..bla*.orite.nx interview!*huh? and i was like *ermm ok sir.i guess this wud be my fave post *software engineer!i do agree i kindda unprepared regarding the technical part.well shud i blame for last nite late nite fon call plus watched late nite futball match huh? da interview went like almost ermm 2hours.*phewwwh and it's done.*finally.my brain crammped afta dat.like v v crammped.
once i stepped outside da building.rain poured heavily.oh oh am i havin bad luck!i watched "just my luck" yesterday..i bet i kindda carried away wit da movie.wit my wedges i managed to make a home run..*huhu tp basah kuyup gaks laa once i reached da car.
had a lunch wit my dad 2dy.(nasi beriani)*heaven.afta almost a week been starvin myself to death.we seldom havin father-daughter days out..and today was fun!guess i always be his 12 years old daughter no matter how old i get.*ahakzzz
afta havin sucha long and tiring day..i started to think wut i really wan in life.apart becomin a successful engineer..gettin busy in outdoor activities..i wanna do a charity works for children and women!i wanna help children and women out there.helpin others who in need somehow make us realise how grateful we can be sometimes.besides..*count your many blessing..u donno how many might gone away*!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
who knew!
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
wut am i doin copyin da lyric ermm nmpk sgt xda idea.hehe.actually i like dis song tp cm xterdload-load lg.listen thru hitz je.pink-who knew!haha.well nothin bout da lyric..maybe da melody..best laa!oh oh..been bz today.i'm supposta deal wit da plumber(kindda xpect da plumber cam mike in dsp hauswife)hehe.dat apek supposta come today but still xsmpai-smpai lg.so i'm off to kedai comp.comp bongeks..plus my notebook pun bongeks..*sigh!cam motherboard wat hal..hopefully not a major repair.huhu!
i havent make a decision yet.haha.i bet da malaysian most last minute person shud goes to me.for dis time being,juz wanna clear my mind.sok start keja then 2 dy decide can huh?last minute decision..can be anythin..who knew!*ahakzzz..
da aqua diet seem ok.bit tired.actually i dun really see me *kurus*.cam biase jee.been starve myself da whole day.all i see is erm nothing.
last nite match was ermm BORING.between france n swiss..2nd half i dh huhu fall asleep.i'm supposta wake up at 3am..even missed call pun xdgr...alarm clock ermm hampeh.i==tido mati.hehe.ok..i do admit i terjaga once i received hafiz msg..ok ok u kutuk france!luckily i mamai dat time,if not huhu siap u!*ngeh ngeh
oh oh almost 1.30 pm..at 2.00 kena fetch mama laks..until next entry ya people!
Sunday, June 11, 2006
job dillema
its fun lazyin at home.doin nothin.ur mind is clear.nothin bother you.i feel alive.or i cud say i think i juz feel better!watched da repeat match between england and paraguay.cud say luck will always be by england side.and wut wud gamarra feel?sumbat own goal?huhu.cant help but talkin bout futball dis day.i read today's newspaper.seen da star made lotsa money.and now u can say how glams do spell fortune.
chatted wit a good fren of mine.bout convo thingy,wut we gonna wear,da makeup,hair style ermm things like dat.its sure gonna be great.seein old frens.some success wit their career,certain blissful in love while other like me still lookin for da opprtunity out there to be grabbed. but i guess everyone has their own rezeki!
am i gonna stuck in front of da computer crackin my mind wit coding, or am i gonna crammpin my brain wit laws rules, dealin wit customer?call me freakin engineer!call me hopeless dreamer!tho i didnt like da adult hood but hey now i'm in da early phase of it.enjoy it?u wish!
past few months i've seen hypocrite,i've seen true friends,i've seen happy people,i've seen sad story,i've seen those who stick thru tick and thin and i've seen good people do change sometimes.i've seen people broke promises.life is life anyway.so juz be in it and enjoy.
rite now..i'm writing dis entry again.checkin ma gmail.postin resume.ymin.i guess i've been listed down my usual task.oh oh listen to da music.almost forgot dat1.thinkin shud i take da job?or shud i sit back and enjoy da world cup?i'm in dillema again.
wut do u think?leave me a comment then!
Saturday, June 10, 2006
*world cup fever*
its a world cup fever!to ladies out there, gif ur man a break as its a futball mode.last nite was an interesting opening match.yay to german 4-2.actually i wanna see klose make a hattrick.was a good match actually.see tonite wheather england will do it!or paraguay will hentam da england.well we never noe rite?my fave team for dis year wud be france and brasil!and i wanna see japan inda final.(support asia)
enuff talkin bout futball.2morow will start a new week.another week of june.this week has been hectic, a v v hectic week i can say.wit da family-agenda-yet-social-trip,interviews,gettin a job,shoopin therapy till i broke,friends and luckily no new scandalous involve.gosh!singlehood aint dat bad afta all.after goin crazy for almost a month, finally i got a job.2 jobs.supposta start by the end of dis month.i like da job.da environment nice.near to my aunty haus.OU wud be a walkin distance.most important sucha a great place to cuci mata *lotsa cuteeeeeeeeeee guys!*auw.but suddenly, i wasnt ready to start werking and plus now its a world cup fever.tot givin myself a break.relax-relax dulu *mama said!oh oh most important people started to say dat i looked more relax than before which is GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
i put on weight!i feel laa.starting tomorow i'm goin to start my aqua diet! which mean i only drink mineral water da whole day.and if i look like i wanna pengsan or anythin..dun eva ask me to eat.gif me milo or quaker oat i wud appreciate it v much.if u paksa me to eat nasi kandar or anythin fattening..or givin me my all time fave indulgence cake..i will hate u forever!got it!
p.s i mish k-own,seb,chai,maree!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
today i like!
well juz a quick sum up of my life for today!
*i had sucha great day...*winks!
*a shirt for world cup? *thanx sy suke
*i drive manual..hehe afta 2 years xbwk manual...*a.star->perlis!
*received many many msges from people dat i love!
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p.s today saye suke!
Thursday, June 01, 2006
there's nothing bout june dat make me wonder
i keep on running..gee i juz love it..and its true i do feel wanna run foreva.hehe.sometimes i wonder wut am i doin on9 early inda mornin.afta get back from morn jog.i'll sit in front of dis comp.well its a habit i guess.waitin for mama.then send her to work.ermm...the routine goes on and on till i get ma permanent job!
its been a month plus plus i'm being jobless!loving it?haha u wish.boring laa..plus i'm so broke now.the shoopin spree is comin up.hope mama was kind enuff to treat me somethin *winks*.oh oh and i do need a shoopin therapy*winks aisya!
it's june.i dunno wut june gonna promise me.plus there's nothing bout june dat me make wonder.oh oh am i sound like ermm hopeless (as wut dat particular person said).actually naaaaaah.maybe its better to least expected somethin.or its better to stop hoping for a miracles to happend as i believe the magic stop to speel on me.gee its true la!
actually being jobless aint dat bad..sometimes i feel like i'm havin a semester break.ermm really?ok..think u're havin a hols instead of searchin for a job ermm wasnt dat bad afta all.*ahakzz..as wut miera said..enjoy da moment gurl!hehe..i am babe!
