Wednesday, May 31, 2006
wut fate in store for us
i read someone blog..cilok dis sentence from his blog "life is too short to be regretted".well i bet he was rite bout chill,life is short thingy!*sigh..if dis wut people call motivation well i accept dat.texted my gurls juz now.hehe.how i miss em so much.able to catch up wit our own life.ok..i admit i cant stop reading his blog. well i like it!his words.rs cam absorb in some kindda way..bout da coincidence thingy..and how fate might in store for us.and everythin so so true bout life.i guess i'm growin up.life haf been v v tough for me.sometimes i wish i cud pause life for a moment.erase somethin in da past.tho i noe let da past remain da past.or..if i've given a chance to pause ma life..i juz wanna take a deep breath and hope dat everythin heals again.when love can be so short and forgettin so damn long *sigh!
sometimes i juz dun get it..and sometimes da thing happend do make me wonder.and y laaa wud be my fave ayat nowadays!oh oh talkin like crap again.better end here.seriously i ske laa ur blog!!
Monday, May 29, 2006
naddy turns to adrenaline junkie and sports freak!
huhu bz bangat.i mean wit da ym and stuff.squeezing ma time to write somethin here.well hello all.hope u haf sucha wonderful day today.huhu.wut i been up to aeh 2 dy.i went for a jog..its been a routine.pg and ptg.ye laa i need to kick some fat away.k-own said i dh gemuk.plus the other also said naddy u dh put on weight laa.besides, i need to kurus laa for da shoopin spree if not ho ho rugi meh.and yet da convo is coming up.
well..lotsa thing in ma mind.apart from cr keja.kire dh searchin for a job still on!juz i'm a bit calm n relax.best gak being jobless.mcm2 nk wat.dh laa now i'm turning to adrenalin junkie and sports freak.kire ma time occupied! and i'm loving it!i wanna do wall climbing..and i wanna kick da ball..plus i wanna go for another kayaking trip and go-kart olso!wanot..wait huh..we gonna rawak dat fitness centre!plus i guess me aisya wani and oh oh wana..ermm sure we can find our own team.
i went to apple last week.me and chai.well u noe how suddenly how all of us turnin to gadget freak.afta marp ngan her new cool yet stylish handfon.ok..now everyone aiming for an ipod.da one wit 30G and can play movie at da same time.yes yes cm ayep aka abg long.huhu.i wann!lotsa thing in mind..but i'm so broke now!
oh oh happy graduation day to sab.(which is 2 day)i'm so proud of ya babe!
p/s ijat best laa da vinci code.i guess maybe kena bc dulu dat book then br enjoy da movie.oh oh tho we watched da movie at not so cool place yet an ancient cinema..but it was fun!juz we.me.chai.k-own.sab.huhu.u gurls rawks!
Monday, May 22, 2006
**teruja**
selepas tangis ilham pun mengintai
melontar kata buat aku terfikir
selepas hujan hari nampak berseri
mengilap cermin hidup buat aku sedar
harus bangkit semula
sampai hatimu memandangku (teruja)
baru ko tahu tinggi langit
dicabar cinta (teruja)
belaian angin bisa jadi ribut
halus budi wanita bisa jadi keras
bagai gelora merubah sempadan
aku merintis dunia baru
Saturday, May 20, 2006
for a change of a scenery!
ermm been thinking...ok ok..i dh start merepek.well its not like i ske merepek..tp i like to think.think outside from da box..sbb tue i creative *ahakzz..ya rite!i need a change of a scenery.i need to get out from here asap.well here?i mean malaysia laa..huhu..i need to go to a new place..see new people..mingle wit new people..playing wit ermm new people and create new memories..yeah!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
**i had a bad day**
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
make your scars turn into stars
#$%^^*&%%&-->maki-maki version computer!damn laa.serious penat gile type and suddenly da connection was like sux.da entry ilang! and i hafta write it again..OMG! rajinnyer saye..well i noe i am *ahakzz..
da entry mostly bout today..as i'm so so so happy today.1st time i feel so happy since da last incident.well every i become stronger and stronger.tho..rite now all i can say..i'm inda situation jatuh ditimpa tangga..but i guess ade hikmah disebalik kejadiaan coz Allah knows wut is da best for his umat! well i receieved da fon call..tho they didnt promise a job..but they called! yay!the company called me!ring chai rite instant and we were like jerit-jerit thru fon..hehe *gosh my darlings are so crazy and i love em for dat!hehe..
planning to go karaoke afta dis.me karaoke??serious xngam!hehe.we listed down da place dat we can melalak about...in a* end up semua place xcool..hehe..oh oh we are actin gile glamour again :P..conclusion...out for a tarbus laksa je laa!
oh oh sy makan byk skang..and i guess kindda put on weight!not gonna let dis happend! *arghhhhhhh!!!crash diet..aqua diet..throwin out technique..or starve urself to death or laugh a lot as laughin burns lots of calories u name it..and i'll apply rite instant...serious kena kurus kurus kurus kurus....*argggghhhhh!!
Monday, May 15, 2006
if u dun noe where u're heading every road leads there
sy rajin lately! well yes i am.hehe.self proclaims laks.i clean up da whole haus today.i do da laundary.i mopped da whole haus.cuci keta lg..tp my car only laa.hoh imagine how much calories did i burn..and i feel hungry too like starvin.there was a BK mushroom swiss in da kitchen *yummie..imagine da cheeseeeeee.b4 i managed to taste even a bite..semut byk gilee kat burger tue...uwaaaaaaaaaaa i noe laa semut jeles aa tue.dun wan me to eat laa!cesss..and now i'm starvin like to death..xtau nk mkn ape..ermm milo n quaker oat pun orite gaks!
well, lately i kindda make myself bz.i dunno.its like tonne of werks waitin for me.but actually i'm da 1 who created da werks.seriously i enjoy making myself bz and make my mind stop thinking!feel alive now.as i'm still jobless and i hate doin nothin thru out da days, i went to find a keja bodo2 wit chai.from secret recipe smpai hotel xde star kitaorg cari.end up they didnt believe i wanna full time job n my qualification is juz spm!*sigh p/s tp mmg laa tipu..huhu abes serious kitaorg acted
oh oh i posted few resume today!hoping to get 1 of da job. **amin**i'm more organised now i jot down every job dat i applied.dun wanna end up askin da caller did i apply for dat job *huh!
ermm dunno wutta write huh..there was a time when i feel my life has been so fuckin sux and its all full of crap.playin wit da wrong people.mingling wit those i can stand of.aiming for every mountains of success.falling in love like never been hurt before.well life is life neway.life is short.so chill!
coz rite now all i wan is a fabulous life :)
Sunday, May 14, 2006
sunshine is delicious,rain is refreshing,wind braces us up and snow is exhilarating
i collapsed!i was readin da last msg at dat time.cant remember anythin and again i collapsed in front of the door.chai was there.flabagested.its been 5 years and it (da disease) came again.no medicine.nothin.its da spirit dat keep me strong.i promise to myself..no medication dis time..no more sitting on the whell chair . i bet i juz cnt hold any more.the drudgery of works, the pressure of job hunt and the tonne of probs dat i need to handle. there was a time when i need to hold to someone dat keep me stronger.but now i'm losing my grip.i feel like a loser.i was down to pieces..aka *jatuh ditimpa tangga*.i'm not gonna let dis journey end.i hafta wake up again and smell da roses. at dis stage i'm juz sick n tired to sit down relax and enjoy da ride as end up that ride was so fucking sux and boring!ho ho not anymore.i'm back again.wit the new me, the new spirit!learned lotsa things for the past few months and dis make me wiser. i bear inside my mind dat not all people can always be there for u when u desprately need someone support at dat time. it's always be u..urself dat keep u stronger..aiming for the best..reachin for the victory *yeah i'm headin to it!all i need now its a fabulous life..fabulous people by my side (million thanx to my darlings..these people never fail to gif continuous support..luv all of ya *muahx!) and i want fabulous life! coz rite now..no more da weak me..its all about the tough naddy *yeah
Friday, May 05, 2006
i'm too carried away..yeah i noe!
I guess my syndrome makan byk kembali lg! when everyone keeps sayin how u lose more n more weight it kindda encourage me to eat MORE! OMG!this supposta be the other way around.well it didn’t work for me I bet.hehe.i juz had ermm lemme see more than 5 famous amos choc chip cookies. Later, tonite I gonna indulgence myself again wit ermm food.rite now I’m really cravin for secret recipe japanesse sobu.*yum yum especially the chicken slices..wit lotsa vege..and it been serve cool.sedapnye! eh eh..no secret recipe as I’m broke! Well char koewteow depan rumah wud be ok!
Now I noe y k-own spend her money on food when she was in a star.kindda make me wonder..ish asek makan jee macik nie? Seriously 2 bowl of tarbus laksa.hoho..luckily I ate nothing at dat time so leh laa cover up macik tue.hehe.
Dh alang-alang talking bout food..todays entry semua psl food dh la.oh oh if anyone happened to be in penang..u guys shud try mee sotong.i dunno how to describe mee sotong but seriously its not like me udang.me udang got gravy rite?well mee sotong..ermm cam mee mamak..tp ade sotong! Serious sedap gileee nk mampus!
Since ari2 demam, dh lamer xjog.imagine jog langgar tiang..sakit gile nk mampus k! u shud see my back..damn swollen.wut was I thinking dat time.ermm maybe I shud stop thinking! My tendency of thinking kindda make me carried away wit merepek assumption. I bet dis is wut jobless gone thru!*aiyaahhh how tiring and how I’m sick n tired wit dis. Smlm tgk news..there go again news bout rooney ! As I’m not really a big fan of football..so i dun gif a damn whether rooney wud be in England team for world cup or not!sokong france..sbb ade zidane..huhu.Then hafiz.seriously I ske hafiz..oh oh oh noooo I think I’m falling for hafiz hashim..i dunno..he’s cute *ahakzz!
Thursday, May 04, 2006
wedding bell!
cOngrates to marp and abg didi on their weds day!alhamdulilah all gone well except..part nk akad nikah..pengantin perempuan lmbt sbb make up!funny was..ms tue me n k-own wit marp..so trus direct bwk die gie masjid wit my PDL..huhu..tok kadi tue cam kerek-kerek smpai semua org huhu..xble blah laa dato nie.nnt kawen xmau amek die laa :P
