Friday, April 21, 2006
memories can be good thing when you dun hafta deal wit da past
**my last day of practical**
**speechless**
**overhelming**
**hunting for a job starts**
Thursday, April 20, 2006
it's all right to have butterflies in your stomach..juz get them to fly in formation
enough trails to keep you suweeeeeeeeeeet!
enough sorrow to kep you strong
enought hope to keep you happy
enough failure to keep you humble
enough success to keep you eager
enough friends to give you comfort
enough wealth to meet your needs
enough enthusiasam to look forward
enough faith to banish depression
enough determination to make each day better than yesterday
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
what motivates you?
a quick summarize bout wut happend to me today!
* not satisfied wit da previous task i've done. i kindda aimin to complete da system before i end my practical dis week but ho ho it wud be sucha impossible. so here i am, preparing for my last presentation! wish me luck k.
* new ceo!new management!
*i screw up my job interview!*geee i'm sure hafta gone out of my mind when i asked da lady..ermm are u sure i apply fer dat position.hoho!
*mishin mode!damn.am i?but yes!*hu hu
*aci x nk keja bodo2 lue.then apply fer scholar wat master abroad.*hu hu
*mishin mode again!*hu hu ...xske xske xske
Monday, April 17, 2006
somewhere in between
they said i'm sucha planner.i've been denied dis until yesterday i admit yeah.they were rite.i am a planner. i was ironing my clothes while watchin tv.alone at dat time! i hanged da clothes. ermm pink hanger for da shirts.pastue blue..oh oh tuk dat pants and green tuk my jacket.da distance between each clothes kena same.ok! perfect! then i was like.oh man...ape nie cm bree in desprate hausewives..or dat man in monk! am i too perfectionist.well guess not.mayb i'm juz a planner.remember was a time ermm last yer kot.every morning at 7 am gie jog wit *c.onda way i wud like.."nnt nk park maner huh? " then c* wud like "hehe.park je mana2 yg ade kosong".and again c* wud say..u nie ske plan sgt! hoho am i?
but if u're talking bout outfit! nk pakai bj aper aa nnt kuar?skirt nie match x ngan dat black top?or shud i pakai flipflop instead of wedges nmpk relax skit.wut about my hair style..nk wat buns ke lepas?dis 1..i bet all of us cmnie.hehe.dats y i love em so much! tho certain ppl wud think pakai paper je laa nk pakai..but ho ho not us!certainly not us!
mayb its not wrong to be a perfectionist of being a planner.it juz dun get to xtreme.sbb sometimes dis can lead to pressure.seriously xtipu.try a sudden plan like my parents ske wat!and even now i rather wat suddenly plannin.sbb usually my plan wud go into sucha complete mess so baik xyh plan..plan..
*winks*
Sunday, April 16, 2006
sy ske gak!
"Over My Head (Cable Car)"
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
sy ske!
"Shimmer"
She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
And can she take me for awhile
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools who fall behind
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away...
Guess I'll let it go
Friday, April 14, 2006
all i need is chocolat
u shud see how small the window is.dun wanna catch tgn merah.well i dun care. i wanna reply their msges.hehe.suddenly i'm cravin fer somethin.well i dunno.juz feel like i wanna eat.eat eat and eat.hoho.maybe i'm havin my day off.juz had a long conversation wit *f on da fon.cudnt bare to talk any longer as me myself not really inda ermm gloomy mood!*ahakz.seems like lotsa thing need to be completed today.documents need to sign off!2 documents all together.looks like i hafta prepare my mind.get ready to merepek somethin in da documentations.
hate talkin bout werk.better list down all da food dat i'm cravin for:
-indulgence cake
-pisang goreng kt tmpt along beli
-choc pudding donut
-lecka2
-eat eat and eat
actually to many to list.rite now i need somethin 'chocolat' ermm.
enuff of talking bout food!make me hungry.i've been actin menjual ikan (selfish) lately.promise not today.
had a chatted wit one of da big boss juz now.realising how tough werkin world gonna become.plus i start to believe dat its not easy out there.but still there's always a way out.all i need is keepin myself cayook2 all da time. easy to say than done huh.but rite now i'm really stress out.plus i need somethin strong to hold to.huhu.
nadia farannie *ahakzz
| N | Naive |
| A | Adventurous |
| D | Devious |
| I | Intense |
| A | Awkward |
| F | Fast |
| A | Arty |
| R | Radiant |
| A | Ambivalent |
| N | Naughty |
| N | Normal |
| I | Influential |
| E | Eccentric |
Thursday, April 13, 2006
m.i.s.h
mishing mOde!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
say it or keep it?
i woke up late today.shud wake up by da time i answered da fon.i tot i was in a dream.malas nk gi keja.xleh.serious dis week tonne of works have been waiting since last week.had sucha superb weekend and now its time to get back to work.dis morning i feel like cryin.but of coz i wont.i wont be sucha cry baby tho i feel da world upside down or life been cruel to me.sometimes i believe only weak people cry so..me.nope.xmau nangis tp rs nk nangis.huhu.mayb i'm havin my PMS.nasib sempat had dunkin donut choc pudding when i was in kl.tp 1 je laa pun mkn.nk beli byk2 ms tue but damn i forgot.nx week wud be my last week doing dis practical thingy.hurray!but i hafta start hunting fer a job which ho ho kindda scared me.
futball.sy.ske
aritue tgk bola.mu vs arsenal.was my 1st time in my life tgk bola.jgn gelak tau.at dat time i was kindda wonder nk sokong team maner huh?y mu?best sgt ke?tau mu pun bcoz of david beckahm.y mu fans xske arsenal n liverpool.y xchelsea.like wut maree asked me..chelsea tue which part of england huh?i cnt help but laughin smbil guling2.it was fun watchin football especially when park scored 1 of da goal.haf no idea at 1st who park is.xcept at 1st i tot he musta b v v terror laaaa..asian laks tue join mu..uwaaaa..cool la.but afta few xplaination got the idea bout who park is.hehe.cnt stop laughin bile teringat kisah park n reza. suddenly cm ske watchin futball..whoops!especially bile goal.feel like wanna join da crowd jerit2..hehe tp xde gang :P
bad new to *RN clans..no ASTRo from now till another 58 years inda haus as the 2 brats really really need to stress on their studies.uwaaaa if xdpt 9a1 and 8a's mmg laaa.mmg laa sj mencreatekn keboringan n kesangapan dlm umah.
Friday, April 07, 2006
extremely frustrating
v v frustrating
i need a break as i'm extremely xlarat
another shooping spree
movie magic
Nadddy is ON HOLS MODE
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
lavendar for luck
damn i cant reply the frenster msg.lately received few nice msges..really really wanna reply it but dam xble.so so sori.no matter how many time i verify my mail add still xble.nk blame sape skang.hehe.i didnt like da msg aka sms i received juz now.xkesah laa.nasib i cepat hot cepat cool!
lately my mind slalu blank as if empty.cnt think any.xske xske xske.mayb b'coz i've been counting days like v v counting days nk cepat2 abes dis internship.*sigh.
oh oh lately byk sgt makan..eh eh if xmkn.xmkn..and if makan i tend to eat more than usual.syndrome makan byk telah kembali!!
mulakan hari dengan penuh semangat *cayook-cayook nadia!!
hello people i hope everyone in a v v good condition :).took me about ermm lemme see since morning to write dis entry but alas cnt come wit any specific topic.hafta face my another sangap day.lame dh xsangap.wish da day went so fast.nk balik rite now.ble jee nk slumbe wat.tp xpe laa *ahakzz.check out few blogs dis morning.glad dat miss j come wit new entry. oh oh textin chai juz now and how catchin up can be sucha good thing.ermm as i'm lookin back since da day i start my internship.nothin i like bout dis place.xcept da great place tuk cuci mata *hoho.great boss*yes yes and task given *ok ok!!gonna end my internship soon *hoyee really really lookin 4ward. but somehow i wonder where am i goin afta dis.keja ape huh? a bit scare laa..ermmm i'm blank rite now.especially my mind.empty!cnt think any.huhu.
cepatlaa 3pm..then 320 pm pas2 4.30pm ...4.45pm and 5pm..hep hep hurray :D:D:D
Monday, April 03, 2006
sometimes its not wut u see its wut u believe
i dunno wut should i define myself today.i haf a fever which means i'm not doing good mentally and physically.besides the deciplined campaign starts today.the diciplined campaign is like dis,there wud be 1 police in each department.da police job is to 'saman' anyone from other department who disobey da rules.and guess wut..i'm da 1st who get 'saman'.somethin to do wit my attire duuh *again?!xkesah laa..if i might be a queen of saman for dis month.huhu.
almost 3.40 pm huaaaa lambat lg 5pm.feel a bit tired due to last nite lack of shleep.
ayoooo cmna nk drive nie..serious xlarat..*huhu
