Sunday, April 20, 2008
:)
"There comes a moments when it's more than just a game and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away". I always think about doing that gazillion times everytime i had a fight with D.In that gazillion times, I had never once walk away from him. He knows how to fix it, and make our relationship whole again. Ups and down in relationship is a normal thing. But when it gets too frequent and then you know u guys need help.
"Love the people who treat you right, forget about the one who dont and belive that everything happend for a reason. If you get a change take it. If it changes your life, let it.Nobody said it wud b easy, they just promise it wud b worth it"
That's wut i'm doing now. And i love every single time i'm with him :)
Sunday, December 30, 2007
coz i miss him sometimes
i'm browisng myspace,facebook, friendster and etc like i always do when i;m back at my home sweet home. check out his page.i didnt mean to be a stalker.it just i miss him.yeah i do miss him sometimes.jeff drop him a comment bout their plan for new year.i might join em together with taylor and haul if we were still friend.maybe its a good thing that we are enemy now.
2008 is coming.its time to say bye-bye to 2007.
2008 i just wanna be happy.yeah happy..happy happy me .no more sadness just ermm happy :)
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Time!
Time wait for no man.Time flies.Time heals all wounds.Every one of us need time.Time to grow up.Time to let go.Time.
Its almost end of 2007.Time flies very fast.Its been sucha great year to me.I met up with *c, rekindle romance and get heart broken.This year most of ppl around me getting married, hooked up with new ppl and even lotsa heart broken as well.
I donno how 2008 going to promise me.I'm not hoping for anything.Just a simple and happy plus ridicilous year will do.How's that?
Thursday, November 22, 2007
haf u ever wonder
I'm having sucha swing-swing mood lately. I watched Oprah last night and the depression symptom do scare hell out of me.I dont want to diagnose as a sad young lady who suffer from depression.In fact I shouldnt think about it.Coz I dont have despression.
I start my morning with called from Dan.It was yeah normal conversation.Sometimes I'm happy sometimes i get annoyed.Mayb I was hoping I can meet someone like *C.But hoping do kill me coz it didnt turn out the way I want it to be. Well,gee maybe I should stop thinking and be happy.
Sometimes I do wonder what I want in life.I just want a normal happy life.My wacky gf said her life just started and as for me I do wonder why life have to be so cruel to me sometimes.
Maybe life should be less cruel, lotsa happiness and a lil bit of sorrow for heart to feel.Dont you think?
Monday, October 29, 2007
i cant sleep and i cant speak to you
Fill these spaces up with days
in my room you can go you can stay
I can't sleepI can't speak to you
I can't sleep
Now these years locked on my drawer
I'll open to see just to be sureI can't sleepI can't speak to you
I can't sleepAnd so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view
And watching through my own light
As it tints the shade of you
Hold my wine hold it inNobody's lost but nobody wins
And I can't sleepI can't speak to you
I can't sleepAnd so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view
And watching through my own light
As it tints the shade of you
I cant sleep,I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to youI cant sleep, I cant speak to you
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
when did your heart go missing
i'm still at my home sweet home.i'm going back to KL tommorow.I'm sad.Seriously.I'm going back to my boring life.Only work work and work keep me happy.Ermm I have nothing to do now. Inviting people to chat at my gmail.No one online.BORING.*c rejected my request.Me sad.*sigh!
I'm 24 this year. There is something in life that I want more and more. Sometimes life can be really confusing and frustrating. Well that is LIFE.I'm browsing friendster.Viewing people that I closed with.Allah knows what the best for His umat.I kindda thankful and alhamdullilah for what faith has put me.Thanks for ensure our past relationship didnt work out cause seriously when i'm looking back those cried and get frusfreted stuff *gee not worth at all.*Funny!I can sit back now and laugh those stupid old days.*whirl
Go back to KL means another diet till kurus programme, another hoping I fall in love again, another I think I like him but he just treat me like his another guy friend and another happy or sad ending story.
Tho life being cruel or being super nice to me. I wont give up.I will wake up and fight more and more.You know, you have to be more than just cute face to break my heart. I'm leo.Born to fight and I will fight till I satisfy.
To all my friends..Hope to see you in KL.Miss you all the most. Naddy just cant live without my babes and my familia.*friends for thrills and chills.Adios.Muah
Friday, October 12, 2007
tidak bukan aku
i'm listening to letto-ruang rindu while updating this blog.It's been a while yeah it's been a while. I'm back in astar.My home sweet home. The main point balik this time is for raya celebration. But honestly i dont feel like raya anymore. I just wanna be back home.Go back to the safest place that I can think of.
I'm trying to be strong as before.I'm trying to forget him like I forget the others. I'm trying to ensure my private life remain private. Deep inside i feel so empty and lost. I know everythin happend for a reason, Allah knows what is the best for me. I'm getting myself closer and closer to Allah. I just need a peaceful life.Another strength to move on.
I did a mistake and I do regret for what I did. I was too much.But I'm tired of crying and keep crying.He promise we wont argue anymore and seriously we did and keep arguing more and more. So this is it, after 7 months of sacrifice each other time.7months drive each other insane, get jeleous of stupid little things, and ensure our so called relationship doesnt turn out to be another office gossip.Finally we END.
I just want to completely forget you. I want you to be far far away from my life.You sucha wonderful guy and I know its all my fault. I just couldnt bare to get hurt more and more. I've been surrounding with sucha great people around me. They keep me smile here. Dont worry .I can take care of myself now.You dont hafta worry like you always did.Neway, I never regret those moment that we had bcoz it was fun and crazy.Guess, I just wrapped it as another best thing that happend in my life.
p/s falling in love again like never been hurt before :)
